Dear Mommy.

Dear Mommy,
Why did you treat Daddy so badly? He just came to help, do you remember?
You said I'm too much for you. I'm a teenager right now and I may not be the easiest ,but daddy told me, It wasn't me. It was the money.  So he moved into the house where we lived,just to help YOU.
Now why do you hate him so badly?
Just because of you, the last to years were hard. You know, it's not easy to live normal, if your Mommy is in a mental hospital.  I may be unthankful,egoistical and disorganized, but you were the most of that to me,too.
Everyday the same, you bitched around in that 'I'm always right'-way and if someone said, that you've made a failure , we all were assholes, right? You said, we didn't understand you, right? You said, I think the whole universe is just ther for me, so egoistical am I.
But all the time, you made this just to feel good about yourself.  You can't deny it. It's right. It wasn't the right upbringing, mom.
First, you pamper me and when it all shows its negative side, I am the bad kid.

And now, I live with daddy in a flat. The life here is disorganized and it's maybe not the best for me, when I look into the future,but it's the best for me now.
Why? Because I  fear the way,you treat People, mommy.

I don't know if  I regret it, but I love you mom.
Emmy.