Whats going on in Life?

So this is going to you,soulmate.
You know I told you. this relationship I have with him isn't working anymore.
It's just cold. It's a little bit like torture. The worst thing is.. that I can't tell him. My Feelings are going 'round, don't know what to think,  Altough I want to keep this friendship and just denying these feeeling .

Ans now I don't want to tell the whole world things, that  could hurt important people. And the only person I could think of talking with,is you.
Because it's so casual, so relaxed.  I can say things, I never told ANYONE. I',m not afraid to say something wrong, because.. I just can't say something wrong.

So, I have  no one to talk with right now.